LUKISAN RUSAK

Cerita ini sangat menguatkan ku, terlebih pada "masa-masa itu" saat apa yang sudah kucoba lukis dengan Aryana seperti dirusak Tuhan..

Suatu hari ada seorang pelukis terkenal sedang menyelesaikan lukisannya dan lukisan ini adalah lukisan yang sangat bagus dan lukisan ini dipakai pada saat pernikahan Putri Diana.

Sang pelukis ketika menyelesaikan lukisannya sangat senang dan memandangi lukisan yang berukuran 2x8 m dan sambil memandanginya pelukis tersebut berjalan mundur. dan ketika berjalan mundur pelukis tersebut tidak melihat ke belakang. dia terus berjalan mundur dan dibelakang adalah ujung dari gedung tersebut yang tinggi sekali dan tinggal satu langkah lagi di
mengakhiri hidupnya.

Salah seorang melihat pelukis tersebut dan hendak berteriak untuk memperingatkan pelukis tersebut tapi tidak jadi karena dia berpikir sekali dia berteriak pelukis tersebut malah bisa jatuh. Kemudian orang yang melihat pelukis tersebut mengambil kuas dan cat yang ada didepan lukisan tersebut lalu mencoret-coret lukisan tersebut sampai rusak.

Pelukis tersebut sangatlah marah dan maju hendak memukul orang tersebut tetapi beberapa orang yang ada disitu menghadang dan memperlihatkan posisi pelukis tadi yang nyaris jatuh.

Kadang-kadang kita telah melukiskan masa depan kita dengan sangat bagus dan memimpikan suatu hari yang indah bersama dengan pasangan yang kita idamkan tetapi lukisan itu kelihatannya dirusak oleh TUHAN, karena TUHAN melihat bahaya yang ada pada kita kalau kita melangkah.

Kadang-kadang kita marah dan jengkel terhadap TUHAN atau juga terhadap pemimpin kita. tapi perlu kita ketahui TUHAN selalu menyediakan yang terbaik.

If You...

Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life.
What you speak about, you can bring about.

If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job.

If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick.

If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating.

If you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke.

If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you.

If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed.

If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your very thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs.

If you keep talking about a divorce or break up in a relationship, then you might end up with it.

Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more positive and power packed with faith, hope, love and action.

Don't be afraid to believe that you can have what you want and deserve.

Watch your Thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your Habits, they become character.
Watch your Character, for it becomes your Destiny.

The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settle for.

"In the search for me, I discovered truth. In the search for truth, I discovered love. In the search for love, I discovered God. And in God, I have found everything."

~Author Unknown~

The Devil & The Duck

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm.
He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods..
He practiced in the woods; but he could never hit the target.
Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.
As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck.

Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved!

In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile; only to see his Sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.

After lunch the next day Grandma said, 'Sally, let's wash the dishes'
But Sally said, 'Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen.'
Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?'
So Johnny did the dishes.
Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, 'I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper.'

Sally just smiled and said, 'well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help?

She whispered again, 'Remember the duck?' So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.
 

After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's; he Finally couldn't stand it any longer.He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.
 
Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said, 'Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you.'

Thought for the day and every day thereafter:
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done....? And the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)...whatever it is....You need to know that:
God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing..
He has seen your whole life... He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you.
The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness; He not only forgives you, but He forgets.

It is by God's grace and mercy that we are saved.
Go ahead and make the difference in someone's life today.
Share this with a friend and always remember:
God is at the window!

When Jesus died on the cross; he was thinking of you!

Jabat tangan

Aneh ya di instansi pemerintah ini…

Kadang nilai manusia hanya dilihat dari jabatan dan hubungan kekerabatan atau kedekatan seseorang dengan sumber kekuasaan. Banyak hal yg kurasakan tidak adil atau mungkin itu karena aku “bukan apa-apa” menurut pandangan mereka…ah semoga itu hanya perasaan ku saja…

Orang yang lebih tua tidak dipanggil embel-embel apa2 spt pak, mas atau bang atau apalah karena dia hanya staff biasa…bukan kepala ato seseorang yg punya pengaruh atau dekat dgn sumber pengaruh itu…

Cara salaman aja beda ya…kalo salaman sama org yg gak terlalu dikenal cukup nempel  ujungnya aja…tp kalo dah kenalan lama atau “orang dekat” gaya salaman pun berbeda…

Malahan kalo orang itu orang besar wahhh kalo perlu salamannya sampai sungkem sekalian….

Mungkin itu kali maksudnya ya ketika orientasi dijelaskan bahwa karir di instansi pemerintah ditentukan oleh:

• Jabat tangan 
• Buah tangan
• Garis tangan

Waktu itu sih dijelaskan ada 4..tp intinya itulah…sangat  tergantung pada pendekatan dengan orang… wahhh repotlah aku ini…secara aku bukan tipe orng yang pandai berbasa-basi…straight to the point… makanya rasa sulit membayangkan kelanjutan karir dan jati diri disini…L

Sekarang aja udah berasa….ketidak adilan dan ketidak samaan perlakuan…yeahhh mungkin krn hal itu tadi…

Tapi aku percaya…kalau memang Tuhan menempatkan aku disini Tuhan punya rencana indah dan apapun rancangan jahat yang dibuat orang Allah turut bekerja dalam sesuatu untuk mendatang kebaikan bagi setiap orang yang percaya kepadaNya.

Untung juga minggu kemarin baru belajar dan mengajarkan bahwa manusia adalah Gambar dan Rupa Allah…so apapun yg mereka buat aku percaya aku berharga di mata Allah…